Her people uprooted by broken promises. Her heart torn by conflicting desires.
The Trail of Tears: The forced exodus of the Cherokee people from their homeland in Georgia to make way for the white gold miners and settlers. Katherine Blue Song’s family never lived to see the Trail of Tears. They were massacred just as she returned from Philadelphia, where she’d been one of the country’s first women trained as a doctor.
Justis Gallatin, a white man, a rough-and-ready miner, was Jesse Blue Song’s friend and partner. Before he buried the victims of the massacre, he made a solemn promise to protect Katherine. But the lovely and headstrong Cherokee healer would not be protected or owned by any man. Her destiny was with her own people, to use her skills on the long, arduous journey westward.
From plush New York hotels to the savage sorrow of the Trail of Tears, Katherine and Justis are torn asunder by a continent’s history and hurled together because of a passion as vast as the lands they love, lost, and fight to regain.
Chapter 1
Your soul has come into
the very center of my soul,
never to turn away. I take your soul.
—Cherokee Love Charm
North
Georgia, Cherokee Nation, 1838
THE DAY WAS too
pretty, too painfully serene in its fresh spring promise, with the
late-blooming dogwoods lacing the woods in white and the sweet smell of wild
honeysuckle wisping through the air. A man could hurt from thinking about it,
could want to kill to ease the pain.
Justis Gallatin
walked out of the woods, past the burnt hulls of barns, past orchards standing
untended, fields empty, fences broken—the utter destruction of what had once
been one of the best farms, white or Indian, in this part of the nation.
He entered a
sandy yard canopied by grand old oak trees and watched his partner drop a
saddle blanket across one of the four bodies stretched out there. Sam Kirkland
glanced up at Justis and saw what he was carrying.
Sam gave a low
moan of distress, walked to a blackened timber at the jumbled ruins of the Blue
Song house, and leaned over it, retching. He began a chant in Hebrew as Justis
laid little Sallie by her father. Sam kept his religion a secret from the
people over in town, but now he let the odd, melodic words of it ring out.
Justis had no idea what the words meant, but he found them soothing.
He covered
Sallie’s head with the sleeve of his shirt. "That’s the best I can do for her
right now, old friend,” he whispered to her father’s corpse. He sat down beside
Jesse Blue Song and gazed sadly at the bronzed face capped by inky black hair.
Jesse had kept his hair cropped short because he wanted everyone to know that
he was as civilized as any white man. Intelligence and kindness had given him a
dignity that few people, of any color, possessed.
"You outdid ’em,
friend,” Justis told him hoarsely. "And the sons of bitches couldn’t stand it.”
He gently tugged
a folded packet of paper from the pocket of the Cherokee’s bloodstained shirt.
Opening it, Justis squinted at the delicate, beautiful handwriting. Shock
poured through him.
Dear Papa and Mama, I dreamed about home again. After more
than six years away—forever, it seems to me—I still see the beloved mountains
so clearly, and all of your dear faces. I can stand this dreadful loneliness no
longer.
Justis read on,
shaking his head in frustration when he came to long passages written in
Cherokee, frowning when he couldn’t make sense of the parts written in formal
English. Jesse’s eldest daughter had more education than anybody he knew.
He waved the
letter in the air. "Sam, come read this and tell me what this gal’s trying to
say. She doesn’t use many words less than a foot long.”
Sam took the
letter and read it anxiously. The breath soughed out of him. "She’s had some
sort of falling out with her guardian in Philadelphia, she’s homesick, she’s
given the rest of her bank account to a maidservant who’s needy, and she’s
worried over newspaper rumors about the Cherokees being forced to give up their
land.”
Sam handed him
the letter. "In short, my friend, she’s broke and she’s coming home. Judging by
the date of this letter, she’ll arrive any day now.”
Justis stared
grimly at his business partner. He’d never met the eldest Blue Song
daughter—she’d already been sent up north to get an education when he arrived
in Cherokee country six years before. Shaking his head, he cursed softly. "The
army’s fixin’ to kick her tribe clear across the Mississippi. She hasn’t got a
home anymore.”
Justis looked
around at the Blue Song place and swallowed harshly. He owned it now.
"What are you
going to do?” Sam asked.
Justis slowly
lowered his gaze to Jesse Blue Song’s body. Jesse had led him to a fortune in
gold and treated him like a son. There was only one way to pay him back.
Justis closed
the dark, unseeing eyes. "I’ll keep her with me and take care of her no matter
what,” he promised softly. "I swear it.”
KATHERINE BLUE Song
sat properly with her head up and shoulders back, but she thought her spine
would snap if the carriage bounced over one more rut in the trail. Either that
or she’d crack her head on the coach’s low ceiling. The trail was worse than
she remembered, just a pair of wagon tracks in the hard Georgia clay.
It was such a
typical Georgia road that she began laughing. She loved the terrible road,
every inch of it. She loved the unbroken blue-green hills on either side, and
the smoky mist that filled the valleys in the afternoons, and the little creeks
that leapt through the ravines. They belonged to Cherokees, had belonged to
them for generations, and she was going home.
Home. She gazed happily out the carriage’s
window. It would be only an hour or two more.
Katherine heard
the hogs approaching before she smelled them. The sound was amazing, like a
grunting, snuffling army. They topped a grassy rise, hundreds of them, and
fanned out across the wagon trail. She grasped the window ledge and looked out
in amazement while with a bellow of dismay her driver tugged his horses to a
stop. The coach rocked as the hogs swarmed around it and under it.
Katherine peered
down and hogs peered up. What in the world could anybody need with this sea of
pork, she wondered. She knew there were many more people living in the Nation
now, but this herd would feed thousands.
"These barnyard
bungholers wanta rest a spell!” a loud male voice called out. Katherine arched
a raven-black brow at the coarse language and watched as several scruffy
drovers ambled over the rise. One of them led a pack mule; the others swung
tall, stout poles, prodding the hogs as they went.
"Clear the
road!” Katherine’s driver yelled.
"Get offen that
coach and try to make me, you ugly mule arse!” came the reply, along with a
loud chorus of guffaws.
The driver
snapped his whip. "I got me a lady here! Hold your tongues!”
"A lady!”
Katherine
watched as the drovers jerked their floppy felt hats off and trudged toward
her. Their quick change of attitude looked sincere. But when they pushed their
grizzled, sweaty faces into the windows on one side of the coach, shock filled
their eyes and politeness fled.
"A Injun!”
"In a fancy
dress!”
"Cain’t be! I
never saw a squaw dressed thisaway!”
"A good-lookin’
savage, ain’t she?”
Katherine drew
herself up so tightly, the fear churning in her stomach had no place to go.
People in Philadelphia might disapprove of her or call her names, but they did
it behind her back. She wasn’t used to this kind of blatant scrutiny with its
insulting undertone.
"Good afternoon,
gentlemen,” she said evenly.
"She speaks real
good English,” one of the drovers said in awe.
"Some of ’em do.
She must be one of them missionary-taught squaws.”
Katherine folded
her hands on her lap and clenched the fingers tightly. "I’m on my way home,
sirs. My family has a farm near the town your people call Gold Ridge. My father
is the chief in this district. Would you allow my driver to proceed?”
They gaped at
her. "I’ve heard about Cherokees like this ’un,” one drover told the others
solemnly, and Katherine suddenly realized he wasn’t trying to insult her. He
was just stating the facts as he saw them. "Mostly they’re mixed-bloods.
Some’re almost as civilized as white folks.” He studied her face. "But damn,
this ’un is a full-blood.”
Gritting her
teeth, Katherine picked up a small silver-gray umbrella that matched her skirt
and rapped on the coach’s ceiling. "Go ahead, Mr. Bingham, please.” She met the
drovers’ curious stares and said coolly, "I’m afraid I don’t have any more time
to chat.”
Mr. Bingham
called down weakly, "Miss Blue Song, you oughten to be so quick with these
boys.”
Katherine heard
the fear in his voice and knew with sinking dread that the driver—hired up in
Nashville for his respectability, not his toughness—would be of no help.
"Come on out,”
one of the drovers ordered, his gaze darting over the snug black bodice of her
dress. "Let us have a look at you. We ain’t never seen a squaw like you before,
that’s all.”
"No, thank you.
I’m not an exhibit for the entertainment of rude men.”
"Get out,”
another said curtly.
"Miss Blue Song,
they just want to take a gander at you,” Mr. Bingham squeaked.
Katherine eyed
the drovers for a second, considered her options, then opened a bulky black
satchel by her feet and reached into a box of surgical implements.
The drovers
moved back a little, forming a semicircle to keep the hogs away, then pulled
the coach’s door open. Katherine stood, fluffed her skirt, and stepped to the
hard-packed ground. She concealed a razor-sharp scalpel in her right hand.
"Lord, what a
beauty,” one man breathed.
"Kinda skinny
and tall. A little long in the tooth too,” another complained.
"Nah. How old be
ya, sister?”
Katherine
quivered with rage. "Twenty.”
"Not too old to
keep a man plenty warm at night.”
"Is this the way
you always talk in front of ladies?” she asked.
A stream of
tobacco juice barely missed the toe of her shoe. "Ain’t no such thing as an
Injun lady.”
A man stepped
closer to her. "My wife shore would like this dress. Why don’t you shuck it
off?”
"Don’t touch
me.”
He grinned and
grabbed a handful of the skirt. The man was near enough that Katherine barely
had to move. She simply lifted her hand and made a quick, skillful movement
across his arm.
"She cut me!” he
yelped. Hogs squealed at the smell of blood. The drovers stared at their
injured companion in openmouthed surprise, then at her. Katherine slashed again
as another man reached for her. He stumbled back, his forehead bleeding
profusely. "She’s trying to scalp me!”
"Now, really,
you men calm down,” Mr. Bingham begged. "She’s no savage.”
"Get that damned
knife outer her hand!”
Katherine swung
again, and a drover grabbed her wrist. He squeezed painfully. "Let go of that
cuttin’ piece.”
Panic grew
inside Katherine’s chest. "My father will have you in jail before sundown!”
"Squaw, you’re
plumb crazy.” He wrenched her arm a little and still she refused to drop the
knife. "If we weren’t gents, we’d strip that dress off you and haul you into
the woods for an hour or two.”
"You would regret
that.” She lashed a sharp-toed shoe into her captor’s knee, and he howled.
"That done it!
Grab her, boys!”
Mr. Bingham
gasped and began flailing the drovers with his whip. One man grabbed her around
the waist and another sank his fingers into her throat. Katherine jerked her
fighting hand free and swung the scalpel wildly, hearing curses when it
connected.
In the midst of
struggling she suddenly heard something else—a deep, resonant thud, the sound
of wood hitting a skull. A drover slumped to the ground, then another, and she
realized that someone new had waded into the bunch, swinging one of the
drovers’ own wooden staffs.
The men let go
of her and backed away, shielding their heads and squalling oaths. Katherine
stumbled on a wagon rut and grabbed the coach door for balance. Dust rose off
the trail in a thick cloud. The hogs scattered in every direction.
The devil was
loose in the middle of hell, and she could only watch in amazement.
The newcomer was
lean and tall, but he had the shoulders of a prime bull and the strength to
match. His big-knuckled hand brushed a shapeless, wide-brimmed hat off his
head. Dust swirled around shaggy hair the dark, rich color of chestnut. Under a
thick mustache, his mouth curved into a lethal smile.
Now, apparently,
he was ready to do serious battle with the drovers. She stared at the newcomer
as he punched one drover in the head and swung about gracefully to kick another
between the legs. Katherine covered her nose to keep from choking on dust and
excitement. Her rescuer, if that was who the devil was, began uttering
inventive and filthy curses in a deep, drawling voice.
When only one
drover was left standing, he jerked a pearl-handled pistol from his belt and
leveled it at the drover’s forehead. "Get your asses and your hogs outta my
sight,” he warned in a deadly tone. "And if you’re takin’ ’em to Gold Ridge,
keep your goddamned selves out of my sight there too. You hear anybody say
‘Justis Gallatin,’ you tuck tail and run, or you’re dead. Understand?”
"Yeah.”
"Yes, sir,”
Justis Gallatin corrected the drover.
"Yes, sir.”
Katherine wiped
perspiration from her forehead and tried to catch her breath. She barely
noticed as the drovers staggered off without looking back, taking their hogs
with them. She was too busy studying Justis Gallatin.
He stood with
his booted feet braced apart, a rangy chestnut wolf guarding his territory, his
eyes never leaving the drovers, his arm bent lazily so that the pistol pointed
upward, ready to be leveled again if need be. His dark trousers were rusty with
dust, and his loose white work shirt had turned a pinkish color.
He wore a wide
belt with a gold buckle, and tucked into it was another pearl-handled pistol,
plus two large knives sheathed in leather scabbards. His shirt was unbuttoned
halfway down his chest, revealing a thickly haired expanse and a gold nugget
hanging from a leather string.
A gold miner, she thought suddenly. Her father had
said they were all over the place now. And most were mean-tempered thieves, not
to be trusted.
This one might
be no better. She stared at his drooping mustache. No gentleman wore hair on
his face. She couldn’t recall when she’d seen such a hearty growth of hair on a
man’s upper lip, and it was as intriguing as it was shocking.
She must be
overstimulated from fear. Swaying, she nearly fell backward into the coach.
Sometimes she
saw things in her mind, and then they came true.
Katherine shook
her head ruefully and began to sweep the dust from her skirt. She still held
her scalpel and glanced at it, distractedly noting that blood had run onto her
fingers. At least it wasn’t her blood. She smiled.
"Smiling. Lord,
she’s smiling. If I live to be old and toothless, I’ll never see the likes of
this again.”
The rich,
teasing drawl made her look up warily. Justis Gallatin headed toward her,
grabbing his hat from the ground and tucking his pistol back into his belt as
he walked, his gaze never wavering from a head-to-foot study of her.
Katherine froze,
her body on alert in strange ways she didn’t have time to analyze. He was a big
man, tall and powerful, with corded arms that looked as if they could squeeze a
bear to death, and legs that glided along in an easy cadence.
He walks like
one of my people, she
thought. Silent, graceful. A woman wouldn’t hear him slip into her room, but
once he was there, she wouldn’t want him to leave.
"Thank you for
your assistance,” she said formally, and waited for him to stop a polite
distance away.
He didn’t. He
strolled right up to her, coming to a halt so close that she felt threatened by
the potently masculine smells of sweat and dust and leather. Then he licked one
forefinger and brushed the tip of her nose with it. The finger came away
covered in damp red dirt.
"You okay under
that war paint?” he asked gruffly.
She stared up
into a youthful face already tending toward rugged squint lines and creases,
thick, wickedly arched eyebrows, eyes the color of new green leaves, and that
infernal mustache.
"I’m unhurt,
thank you, sir. Thank you very much.”
Mr. Bingham hung
over the side of his seat atop the coach, watching them. "I’m sure sorry about
all of this mess, Miss Blue Song.”
She forced her
gaze up to the driver’s. "Are those drovers typical of the men roaming the
woods in Cherokee country now?”
"Yes’m.”
"My father will
send the Lighthorse patrol after them.”
"Nope,” Justis
Gallatin interjected.
She swiveled her
gaze to the man, who was now watching her with a different kind of intensity
that made her feel increasingly uncomfortable. His eyes drooped a little at
the corners, giving him a sleepy, satiated expression when he smiled. But he
wasn’t smiling now—he seemed far from it—and his hooded scrutiny was guarded,
perhaps even angry.
"What do you
mean, sir?”
"There’s no more
Cherokee courts. The state of Georgia took over the law a few years ago. I
figured your folks wrote you about it.”
"I read about it
in the Philadelphia paper. But my father said it wasn’t so.” She frowned. "My
name’s Katherine—Miss Blue Song. Do you know my family?”
He hesitated,
his wide, generous mouth tightening under the mustache. Then he said, "Your pa
sent me to meet you on the road. I’ve been waiting for you the past week.” The
green eyes were shuttered now, half closed. "He’s working a new field and
couldn’t come himself, but he was a little worried that you’d run into
trouble—just like you did.”
She tilted her
head and looked at him curiously. "You’re employed by my father?”
"No. Friend of
his.”
"Your name is
Mr. Gallatin, is that right?”
"Justis
Gallatin.”
She inched back
in wary consideration. "My father wouldn’t send a stranger. This isn’t like
him.”
"Lots of things
have changed since you went north.” Abruptly he took the scalpel from her hand.
"Never seen anything like it,” he said again. "Swiping at those boys like a cat
with one mean claw. Damned good.” He pulled her hand to him, jerked the long
tail of his shirt from his trousers, and wiped her bloody fingers.
Katherine was
angered by his familiarity, surprised by the gentleness in his big, lethal
hands, and flushed from the thought that her fingers were being cleaned by
material that had recently been tucked against his thighs—and more.
"You obviously
share the drovers’ opinion of me,” she said in a crisp but genteel tone. It had
taken years of practice at the Presbyterian Academy for Young Ladies to acquire
that soft, ice-cold voice.
He stopped
ministering to her fingers and looked up in surprise. "Huh?”
"You wouldn’t be
so forward with a white woman,” she said, pulling her hand away.
He frowned,
sincerely puzzled. "Yes, I would.”
"Well, that’s honest.”
Amused despite
herself, Katherine pivoted gracefully and climbed back into the coach. Dust
puffed around her as she sat. Her heart still thudded painfully from the
encounter with the drovers, and she wasn’t in any mood for Mr. Gallatin’s
unsettling brand of chivalry.
"You may ride
along behind the coach if you like,” she told him. "And when we arrive at my
home, you’ll be welcome to stay for supper.”
She tried to
ignore the anger rising in his face and nodded toward the huge gray horse that
waited beside the road. Its gear gleamed with care, and there was gold plating
on the bridle. "Close the coach door and go to your mount, sir,” she ordered as
calmly as she could.
"I’m not some
hired jerktail you can steer any way you like. I told you, I’m a friend of your
pa’s.”
She raised her
chin and stared stubbornly at a speck of peeling paint on the coach’s inner
wall. "My father doesn’t have many white friends, and he never mentioned you in
his letters.”
"Be that as it
may. Don’t take on airs. You’re in no position to be choosy.”
"I appreciate
your help, Mr. Gallatin, but your manners leave a lot to be desired.”
"Yes’m, I know,
but you’d better get used to ’em.” With that unsettling remark he turned and
whistled for his horse.
Katherine
watched in consternation as he tied the horse to the back of the coach. Then he
climbed in and sat down, pressing himself close to her in the narrow seat, his
shoulder and thigh firmly welded to hers. The intimate contact made her feel
like covering her torso with both arms, as if he had just undressed her. He
flicked the door shut with a quick movement of one long arm.
"Move on, Mr.
Bing-ham,” he called loudly. "And make it fast.”
The coach
lurched forward just as Katherine, quietly furious, rose to move to the seat
facing him. She tottered and he latched one hand into the back of her skirt.
Through skirt, petticoat, and drawers she felt his fingers brush her hips.
She’d never been touched by any man there, much less a white, mustached gold
miner.
She twisted
around, wrung the skirt from his grip, and saw from the gleam in his eye that
he knew exactly what he’d done. She sat down hard on the opposite bench, and
dust poofed up like some kind of boudoir powder she’d used too liberally. He
grinned.
"Give me my
scalpel, sir,” she said. He had tucked it behind his ear.
"I don’t attack
women, Katie. I coax ’em. Rest easy.”
"It’s Miss Blue Song.”
He looked down,
saw her satchel, and dropped the knife into it. "Who’s the sawbones?”
"I am.”
The disbelieving
look he gave her was no more than she expected. "A lady doctor?”
"Not certified
in any way, of course. But then, there are quite a few men practicing medicine
who have no claim to formal training at all.”
"There’s no such
thing as a lady doctor. Nobody’d teach you.”
Katherine smiled
grimly. She’d have to put up with this blunt rascal only until she reached
home. "If you’re an Indian, people don’t expect you to act like a lady. They
aren’t shocked when you do eccentric things.”
"But what doctor
had the gumption to risk his reputation by trainin’ you?”
"My guardian in
Philadelphia, Dr. Henry Ledbetter. A friend of my father’s. Dr. Ledbetter is a
progressive. He let me assist him—with female patients only, of course.”
"Oh. You’re a
midwife, then.”
"No, I’m a
doctor. I don’t see why not.”
He thought for a
second. "Well, I reckon I don’t see why not neither.”
To her surprise,
Katherine found sincere admiration in his eyes. Then he gave her a solemn,
lopsided squint. "But you got enough trouble just bein’ an Injun. Don’t tell
people you’re a Yankee free thinker too.”
She took several
slow breaths, a technique that always served her well, then gave him a hard
look. "Sir, get out of my coach and ride behind it.”
He shrugged his
answer and picked up the slender leather-bound book he’d wedged into a corner
when he sat down. Though he tried to be nonchalant, from the way he frowned at
the title she doubted he could figure it out. Not many people in these regions
could read or write.
"Romeo and
Juliet,” she offered with a polite smile.
"Shakespeare,
huh?” He nodded smugly, a gleam of triumph in his eye. "I saw it acted once,
down in Savannah. A boy played Juliet. Romeo couldn’t marry him, so he killed
himself. Seemed unreasonable to me.” He tossed the book down. "Waste of time.”
"How nice. You
saw a play once. With a little more culture you’d reach the level of a
barbarian.”
His eyes
snapped. "You didn’t care about my lack of culture when I was savin’ you from
those hog-kissers.”
Remorse mingled
with undeniable gratitude. "Mr. Gallatin, you’re entirely right. I apologize
for offending you. You saved my honor, and possibly my life. And you risked
your own safety to do it.”
He frowned,
studying her raptly, then said in a slow, thoughtful tone, "I guess I’ve
rescued myself a real lady. The kind that makes a man want to fight dragons for
her.”
A shiver ran
down her spine. Had she discovered some remarkable brand of backwoods cavalier,
a white man and gold miner who fancied himself a crusading knight? He leaned
forward, spit on his fingertips, and began cleaning her face. She drew back so
quickly, her head thumped the coach’s wall.
"Sir!”
"Easy, gal,
easy. Katie Blue Song, full of vinegar.”
He pulled a
handkerchief from his trouser pocket, took her chin in one hand, and went on
about his cleaning while she sat in transfixed silence.
"You and those
drovers,” he murmured, shaking his head. "I never saw a woman defend herself
with so much courage before. Not a squeak, not a tear, just laid into ’em.
Weren’t you scared at all?”
"Certainly.” The
heel of his hand brushed her cheek; his fingertips outlined every bone in her
face, or so it felt. Katherine had never cast her gaze down before any man
before, but now she did it to keep from studying him with the same fascination
he directed toward her.
"I’ll be
damned,” he said in his low, breath-stealing way. "I knew that Jesse and Mary
had three pretty daughters, ’cause I saw ’em each time they came home from the
mission school up in Tennessee. But I never figured the fourth one was the
prize.”
In her mind’s
eye Katherine saw the slow, easy journey of a man’s hand along the length of
her bare stomach, and then lower. She knew exactly whose hand it was. No.There was no way that could come true.
She
twisted her face away from Justis Gallatin’s touch. "If you’re really a friend
of my father’s, why are you trying to trifle with me?”
"When
you’ve got a lot of gold, you don’t trifle with women,” he told her
solemnly. "You lure ’em into wicked, wicked sin, just like the dime novels
say.”
"You
have no manners or education, but you do have a lot of gold. So you think gold
gives you the right to do as you please.”
He
sat back, propped one foot on the opposite knee, and smiled calmly. "Done some
mining. Done all right at it. Now I’m trying to get respectable. Or at least
learn to act respectable.”
"You’ve
mined Cherokee land—stolen from it—just like all the other white men.”
He
looked out the window, and his jaw worked a little. She could almost see the
tension rising in him, and it made the coach feel much too small for the two of
them.
"Your
pa’s one of the best friends I ever had... have,” he said finally,
still staring out the window. "I’ve mined his land, but I’ve put half of the profits
aside for whenever he wants to claim ’em.”
Shock
sliced her breath in two. Her father had never been interested in large-scale
mining, and especially not with a white man as partner. He and her mother had
scooped gold out of the creeks occasionally—Cherokees had traded gold among
themselves for centuries—but they had kept the locations secret. They knew that
showing them to white men would only cause trouble.
"My
father would never willingly help a white man find Cherokee gold.”
"Times
have changed, I keep tellin’ you. Your father changed.” He gestured
impatiently. "Look, gal, it wasn’t no big deal, all right? I set up a dredge on
a little bitty creek in the middle of the woods. Closed the operation down when
the vein ran out three years ago. ’Cept for some piles of dirt, you can’t
hardly tell anybody was there. Now I got me a big mine in the hills east of
town.”
"Not
far from a little spring surrounded by laurel?”
He
looked at her cautiously. "Yeah.”
"My
parents were the only people who knew about that spot! They led you there.
Admit it.”
He
swore under his breath. "All right. But half the profits from that mine was...
are theirs too. Waitin’ to be claimed.”
Katherine
tried not to raise her voice, but she felt angry and confused. "Why haven’t they
claimed them already?”
"Too
risky. It’s illegal for Cherokee and white to have a business deal.”
"What?Are you saying that everything I’ve read is true? The Georgia courts are trying
to force us out?”
He
gazed steadily at her, his expression tight and hard. "Times have changed a lot
since you went off to Philadelphia, gal.”
She
clenched her hands into fists. "Mr. Gallatin, if you say that to me one more
time—”
"Hullo,”
Mr. Bingham called. He pulled the horses up. "Miss Blue Song, is this the road
toward your homeplace?”
Katherine
grasped the edge of the coach window and looked out. Everything else was
forgotten as she gazed lovingly at the wagon trail that disappeared into
shadowy forest. "It is, sir, it is. Turn onto it, Mr. Bingham!”
Justis
Gallatin called out. "Whoa, Bing-ham! Straight on, to Gold Ridge.”
Katherine
looked at him in exasperation. "I have no business to conduct among a passel
of log cabins filled with gold miners.”
"Your
pa said for you to meet him there.”
"But
my mother and sisters are at home.”
"I
was told to make sure you went into town and waited for Jesse there. Don’t
cause me any trouble. You’re goin’ to town.”
He
spoke with an authority that stunned her. Gone was the teasing rogue, and in
his place was a man who gave commands easily and expected them to be obeyed.
Katherine
straightened, feeling angry but also worried. "What’s the truth? Tell me.
Please.”
Shaking
his head in consternation, he leaned forward and took her hands. "I’m sorry for
snappin’ at you. Your pa just wants to surprise you, that’s all.” Now the voice
was friendly again, the eyes reassuring. "Don’t make me ruin it by telling
you.”
She
exhaled slowly but couldn’t relax as long as his thumbs moved in slow circles
across her palms. "I’ll have to have a talk with my father about his choice of
messengers. You’re not very good at presenting surprises. And stop tickling
me.”
"I
like to make a Cherokee gal blush. It takes more work, but when it happens, a
man knows he’s really done something right.”
Katherine
realized that her face was burning. She pulled her hands away and rapped on the
coach wall. "Onward, Mr. Bingham. To Gold Ridge, where a secret awaits.”
Justis
Gallatin lounged back in his seat and nodded with satisfaction. It puzzled her
that for just a moment he looked so sad.
Chapter 2
JUSTIS ASKED ENOUGH polite questions to
get her loosened up and talking without his help. She was still unnerved from
the business with the drovers, and seemed grateful for any diversion. So he got
her to tell him about railroad trains, something hardly anyone outside a big
city had seen.
Her talking left
him free to curse his situation silently. What was he going to do with her? And
how could he tell her that she had no family, no home, and no money other than
what few dollars she might be carrying in the little satin purse anchored to
the waist of her dress?
She was part of
a doomed tribe, and he couldn’t change that. In this part of Georgia, as in the
states bordering it, the new settlers had long ago given up talk about sharing
the land with Indians. Get the dark-skinned devils out and take the country
God meant for white folks to own, they said.
Most of the
tribe still hung on to the old ways, spurning the missionary schools, avoiding
the whites whenever possible, keeping to the riverside villages and little
farms tucked deep in the hills. Justis couldn’t help but admire their stubborn
pride and independence. Katherine Blue Song’s feisty nature didn’t really
surprise him. She was one of the Principle People, and ages earlier the Great
Spirit had told the whole world to kowtow to her tribe.
Their lives were
part of the land, and the ancient place-names had been born in the lilting
songs of wind and water—Etowah, Chestatee, Chattooga, Hiwassee. Justis could
only maul the names with a stiff tongue.
But at least he
respected them. Most people thereabouts were disgusted with the Indians for
hanging on so hard, especially those who had adopted white ways, built
prosperous businesses, and traded their war cries for fancy arguments supported
by white laws.
You mean them
Injuns wrote up a constitution that calls their hunting grounds a nation? You
sayin’ that they started a newspaper—a newspaper with that bastard scribble they use for
writing? And they had the gall to send chiefs to Washington City to tell the
President of these United States that his treaties weren’t no good? Lord have
mercy, what kind of uppity notions will they get next?
Justis watched
Katherine Blue Song and felt a dull ache in his chest. Even if she were white
she’d never fit in anywhere. She had too much education for a woman, not to
mention that odd idea about being a doctor. Hell, if he had his way, she could
doctor everybody from here to the Mississippi, but few folks in Gold Ridge
would agree.
It would’ve been
better if Jesse and Mary had sent her to the mission school in Tennessee like
their other daughters. The missionaries wouldn’t have let her get dangerous
ideas, and they sure wouldn’t have turned her into someone so refined that
every woman in Gold Ridge would feel jealous.
Justis forced
himself to stop looking at her. He stared out the window and thought, Refined
and beautiful, but it’d be easy to stir up the fire behind those black eyes.
What else did he
want from her? Good Lord, what he was thinking added up to a helluva lot more
than a woman like Katie Blue Song would ever give to a slap-hazard renegade
like him. He had grown up in a world that demanded he fight for his survival;
she had been raised like some kind of royalty.
How would she
feel when she learned that he owned the Blue Song place? And where could he
send her so that she’d be safe from men like those damned drovers? And if he
didn’t send her away, how long would it be before he got her into his bed?
Not long, if he
could help it. He admitted that too.
"Mr. Gallatin?”
Justis looked
back at her. She had her head tilted to one side, and her deep-set eyes
examined him from beneath a luxurious ruffle of lashes. He caught his breath.
"Yeah?”
"You were
rubbing your neck and frowning. Are you too hot?”
He laughed
softly. He was way too hot, and if he told her why, she’d get the scalpel out
again.
"I’m fine,
thanks.” He caught the edge of her skirt and idly fingered the shiny gray
satin. "Lady like you belongs back in Philadelphia.”
"No, I’ve come home
for good.”
When he saw the
happy anticipation in her face, he almost choked. "Frontier’s going to be
mighty boring after a big city.”
She smiled and
shook her head, then nodded toward the window. "This land’s in my blood. When I
was little, my mother fed me a spoonful of soil mixed into some corn mush. She
said the land was part of me now, and I’d never stop loving it.”
He grimaced.
"What kind of husband are you gonna find around here? Some buckskinned feller
with a log shanty back in the woods? Nah, you wouldn’t be satisfied.”
She raised her
chin and said calmly, "That’s no problem, Mr. Gallatin. I don’t intend to
marry.”
More odd
notions. She had a ripe, dusky pink mouth that ought never to be wasted on such
talk. "You’ll marry,” he told her with confidence.
"I won’t. I
swear it. I’ll be owned by no one but myself.”
He tugged
playfully at her skirt. "I bet some pearly-faced dandy up in Philadelphia broke
your heart and busted your pride. Told you he wouldn’t marry an Injun gal.”
Justis paused. "He allowed that he might fancy you as a mistress, though.
Hmmm?”
The quick flare
in her eyes told him that he was probably right. "I’m certain that you could
write sonnets about romance, Mr. Gallatin, but I’d prefer not to hear your
opinions. I assume you’re not married.”
"Not yet. Been
plannin’ on it for some time, though.”
"Oh?” she said
quickly. "Are you betrothed to one of the local she-bears?”
He laughed
again. "I’m an important man hereabouts. Got ambitions to be more important,
and I need the right kind of wife to make me look respectable. I might even go
up to New York and hunt for one in high society.”
"Trap one,” she
corrected him dryly.
He grinned,
fascinated by her. Behind that sweet smile was a sharp tongue. He’d wager that
six years in Philadelphia hadn’t tamed the free spirit of a Cherokee
upbringing.
"Your mama told
me how you ran buck-wild when you were little,” he said cheerfully. "Said you
got into more trouble than a Cherokee elf. I disremember the details, but there
was a story about a big powwow, some sort of festival. Seems little Katie had a
girl-size blowgun for hunting rabbits, but she went huntin’ trouble instead.
Slipped into the woods and snuck up on an old chief and his wife who were
enjoyin’ a particular sort of entertainment at the moment...”
"My mother told
you that?”
"Gospel truth.”
He solemnly held up a hand. "She said you made that old chief nervous for the
rest of the festival.”
Her mouth
crooked up at one corner. "I’ll have to speak to my mother about her tall
tales.”
"She was...
she’s a fine woman, your mother.”
"Yes.” Nodding,
Katherine smiled pensively. "I’ve missed her so much. I wanted to come home a
long time ago, but she and Papa wouldn’t let me.”
Justis knew
why—they’d have gone crazy worrying about her safety. Jesse and Mary had feared
for their other three daughters as well, and that was why the girls had all
been enrolled up at the mission school in Tennessee. If they hadn’t come home
to visit, they’d still be alive.
Justis cleared
his throat and pointed out the window. "Look. We’re on the edge of town.”
She clasped the
window ledge and gazed out intently. "The creek’s nothing but a ditch between
mounds of dirt! Somebody cut down all the trees! There are stumps everywhere!
And all those shanties—how many people live in Gold Ridge now?”
"About five
thousand,” he said carefully, watching her reaction.
Stunned, she was
silent for several minutes, studying the ugly overflow of a booming gold town.
Pigs and chickens roamed among the shanties, searching for food through piles
of garbage. Men sat on canvas stools, using tree stumps for tables as they
played cards or drank from umber-colored bottles.
A few women and
children squatted around campfires, waving away flies in the warm April sun.
Between two lopsided tents a pair of men punched at each other drunkenly until
one fell backward and brought his home down in a heap around him.
Finally
Katherine turned away, her face drawn with worry. "Is it all like this?”
"Nah, there’s a
real nice square with a new brick courthouse. Got some decent homes, couple of
churches, some respectable hotels. That’s where we’re going—to a hotel just off
the square.”
She unpinned a
pearl brooch from her bodice and took the handkerchief that it had held.
Dusting herself delicately, her eyes clouded with thought, she murmured, "What
do all these new people think of their Cherokee hosts?”
Justis was saved
from answering that question when a man trotted his fat bay horse alongside the
coach. Slouched over the saddle, his white coat flopping in rhythm with the
brim of his white hat, he tried to steer his mount, smile, and stick his face
as close to the coach window as possible.
"Welcome
to Gold Ridge, mister,” he said to Justis. "You need land? I got land bought
directly from those lucky souls who won it in the lottery. Forty-acre gold
lots, hundred-and-sixty-acre farm lots, some with improvements the Injuns made
on ’em. Good prices—Well, I’ll be damned!”
He
stared at Katherine, then looked back at Justis. "You taking this squaw to one
of the cathouses? Which one?”
By
the time Katherine’s sharp gasp hit the air, Justis was already leaning out
the window, and a second later he’d jabbed the barrel of his pistol into the
man’s fleshy throat. With a squeak of alarm the man reined his horse around and
galloped back toward the shanties. Justis swore softly as he settled back in
his seat and put the gun away. He finally looked at Katherine and saw the
horror in her expression.
"These
people really believe that they can have Cherokee land and anything else they
want,” she said with soft torment. "They’re convinced of it.”
Justis
sighed. She looked so stricken, he reached over and cupped her face in both
hands. Her skin felt fantastically smooth to his callused fingers, and
desperation gave her eyes a wide, limpid appeal that sank into him like a
knife. She might be tough, but she was scared too.
"Everything’s
gonna be just fine, Katie,” he said soothingly. Then, telling himself that he
needed to distract her from further questions, he kissed her lightly on the
mouth. She tasted like sweet cologne and dusty sweat, a unique combination that
he found wildly provocative.
His
mouth brushed hers again. "You stick with me, Katie, and I’ll fight any man who
looks crossways at you.”
She
had hypnotized him so deeply that the shock in her face flew past him along
with its quick merger into pure rage. Her left hand shoved him back as her
right hand slammed into his jaw. "How dare you,” she said in a low voice.
He
sat back, nodding. "Fair enough.”
"Hullo,
down there,” Mr. Bingham yelled. "Where to in town?”
Justis
stuck his head out the window. "The Gallatin-Kirkland Hotel. It’s on the edge
of the square.”
"TheGallatin-Kirkland Hotel?”
she repeated. With her handkerchief she scrubbed her mouth, the gesture fierce
and hardly demure, while her dark eyes stabbed him.
"Me
and my business partner own it,” Justis explained. "Sam Kirkland. He and his
wife live there.”
"Whatelse do you own in the Cherokee Nation?”
"Besides
the mine I already told you about, a store, a stable, and a saloon.” Plus two
hundred acres of the prettiest land in this part of the state. Blue Song land.
She arched a
black brow. "Is there anything left for anyone else to own?”
"Plenty.” He
pointed. "Take a look-see. Yo, Bing-ham! Take us around the courthouse once!”
The coach rolled
into a neatly kept square, at the center of which stood a majestic two-story
brick building with a pair of white colonnades framing the entrance. Saddle
horses and mules hitched to heavy wagons stood lazily in the shade of a massive
oak tree by the courthouse steps.
"The bricks were
made by a local man,” Justis told her proudly. "There’s flecks of gold in ’em.
And after it rains hard, you can go out in the street and pan nearly a
pennyweight. There are fortunes just waitin’ to be found here.”
"I want to see
my parents immediately,” she said between gritted teeth. "I’ve heard enough
about your greed. You obviously can’t control your appetites.”
He sighed and
said nothing.
The buildings
around the square were a variety of styles, everything from an old log cabin to
clapboard stores with canvas awnings and nicely painted houses complete with
rocking chairs on the porches. Even though the sun had barely reached noon,
raucous piano music filtered out the open doors of the Buzzard’s Roost Dance
Hall and several similar establishments nearby. A half-dozen drunks lay in the
alleyway between the rather grand Gallatin-Kirkland Saloon and the ramshackle
Golden Lady Billiards Emporium. They were piled up like sleeping puppies. Flies
circled them in the shadows.
Men hunkered
around dice games on the porches and in the street. A mud-covered gent in
overalls danced a jig with a woman wearing an overstuffed carmine-red dress,
the perfect color to match her hair. They had no musical accompaniment, at
least not any that matched the rhythm of their feet. They did, however, have a
nanny goat and her nursing kid for an audience.
A wide variety
of people traveled the street—miners carrying pans, picks, and shovels;
businessmen in snug cutaway coats and top hats; barefoot farmers wearing coarse
homespun; women in gingham and women in silk. They had one thing in
common—except for a black slave or two, they were all white and seemed very
much at home.
"Did you hear
me?” she said, her voice rising. "Where are my parents?”
"I heard. We’re
getting there.”
"Why didn’t they
write me about this despicable town?”
Justis shrugged
elaborately. "It was hard for them to put into words, I reckon. And they didn’t
want you to get worried and come home.”
"I demand that
you send someone for my father right now.”
"You bet.”
I’ll tell her
the truth as soon as we get inside the hotel. He wasn’t very good with words and even worse with
hysterical women.
Mr. Bingham
finished his circuit and headed off the square toward a handsome white building
set not far from where thick forest closed in on a trail leading out of town.
Double galleries ran across the top and bottom levels, flowers formed a colorful
border out front, and a small garden flourished beyond the limbs of a stately
beech tree near one side of the building. A sign hung from the edge of the
bottom gallery, with "Gallatin-Kirkland Hotel, Est. 1835” scrolled in large
gilt letters.
Dread pooled in
Justis’s stomach as he stepped from the coach. Bingham jumped down and went to
remove Katherine’s trunks at the rear. Justis followed him there.
"You been paid
in full?”
"Yes, sir. Miss
Blue Song took care of it in Nashville a few days ago. Look, I don’t feel
right, going off and leaving her with strangers...”
"Here.” Justis
planted a ten-dollar gold piece in Bingham’s hand. "Get going soon as you
unload. I’ll take care of her from now on.”
When the driver
looked at the coin his eyes bugged. "Yes, sir.”
Justis heard a
sound and strode to the coach door too late to do more than watch Katherine
shut the door behind herself. She looked around anxiously while she set a black
bonnet over her hair.
"Don’t wear that
thing,” he told her. "Makes it hard to see you.”
She peered at
him from under the bonnet, her face like the center of a darkly exotic flower.
"I just want to be ready when my father gets here.”
"You think he’s
gonna know by magic the second you set foot on the ground in Gold Ridge?”
"Perhaps.” She
removed the bonnet and gave him an icy stare.
"Mr. Justis! Is
this the Injun?”
A robust black
boy, barefoot and shirtless but dressed in good trousers, ran up and grabbed
Justis’s hand, then gazed at Katherine in awe.
"This is Miss
Blue Song.” Justis shifted awkwardly. Introductions were one of many social
graces he hadn’t mastered yet. He gestured from Katherine to the boy. "Meet
Noah.”
She could have
ignored the boy, nodded silently to him, or reproached Justis for introducing
her to a house servant. Any of the three would have been acceptable. Instead,
she smiled gently and said, "How do you do, Noah?”
Justis watched
her with a troubled heart. She is a real lady, he thought, and after
that kiss he knew he’d do whatever it took to keep her.
Noah ducked his
head in a vague sort of bow. "You be an orphan like me, huh?”
Damn.
"I beg your
pardon?” she said.
Justis hurried
him to the stallion pawing impatiently at the back of the coach and shoved the
reins in his hands, along with a nickel. "You take Watchman over to the
stables, you hear? And don’t get trampled.”
"Yessir!”
The boy left,
leading the huge gray horse behind him. Katherine turned her attention from her
baggage. "What did he mean by ‘orphan’?”
"Some fool game
of his. I don’t know.”
"You own him?”
The disapproval was obvious in her voice.
"Yeah. But I
didn’t buy him. Him and his sister were bartered for goods at the store. They
were both sickly and bruised up. Wasn’t any other way I could get ’em away from
their master.”
"I’m an
abolitionist, Mr. Gallatin. I just want you to know that. A free-thinking
abolitionist.”
Lord, why
don’t she just strip naked and do a dance in the road? That couldn’t make her any more
controversial than she was already. He pulled a long Spanish cigar out of the
band of his hat and jabbed it between his teeth.
"I’m not really
opinionated on the subject, Katie, but I don’t own slaves. When Noah and his
sister are older, I plan to sign their manumission papers and send ’em up
north to school. Good enough?”
After a moment
she said, "All right. But please don’t call me by a pet name. It’s crude. A
gentleman calls me ‘Miss Blue Song.’”
Justis felt
embarrassment creeping up his cheeks. One minute a smiling angel, the next a
high-falutin’ queen. "I’m not a gentleman, Katie.”
She clamped her
lips tightly together and turned away. "Just put those trunks on the veranda,
please, Mr. Bingham. I won’t be here long.”
The sound of
footsteps on a wooden floor heralded the appearance of Sam’s wife, her cheeks
rosy from housework. She wiped her hands on a white apron as she pulled it from
her calico dress. Rebecca Kirkland radiated the same wholesome sweetness as a
pot of honey. She was made up of wheat-blond hair and buxom womanhood, with
kind hazel eyes. When people wanted good chicken soup and tenderhearted treatment,
they went to Rebecca. Justis had never looked at a female with brotherly
affection before he met her.
"Welcome home,
Miss Blue Song,” she said kindly, and held out both hands. "I’m Rebecca
Kirkland. My husband and I are partners with Mr. Gallatin.” She shot an anxious
look toward Justis, and he shook his head.
After a startled
moment Katherine went up the steps and clasped Rebecca’s hands. "I’m sorry to
intrude on you. I really don’t understand why Mr. Gallatin brought me here
instead of to my family’s home. Are my parents here?”
"Her pa’s
supposed to meet her,” Justis called. This had to stop. It gnawed at his
insides more with each second. As soon as Bingham pulled away, he’d tell her.
White trash murdered your family. Your pa was full of
bullets and the rest—well they died in other ways.
"Why don’t you
fix Miss Blue Song some tea?” Justis suggested loudly. He bit his cigar in two
and had to grab the front end before it fell to the ground.
NOAH AND HIS sister,
Lilac, were hiding beyond the arched doorway to the parlor, and they kept
peeking at her. Katherine smiled at them, but they looked sorrowful in return.
Rebecca Kirkland’s hands shook each time she raised her teacup. Justis Gallatin
had quickly downed two glasses of whiskey from a cupboard in the corner. Now he
lounged by the marble fireplace, scowling.
Something was
wrong, very wrong, and fear grew inside Katherine until she could barely sit
still.
"You know my
family well?” she asked Rebecca.
"Oh, yes.” Her
smile was too wide, her voice too gay. "They trade at the store.”
"And the people
from the Talachee village? Do they trade with you also?”
"They moved on a
month ago,” Justis said. "Went to the Indian territory out west.”
Katherine looked
at him in bewilderment. "They deserted the settlement? They’d been there for
generations.”
He cleared his
throat, stared at the carpeted floor, and said finally, "Settlers claimed their
land. That’s the way it is now. Since the lottery. Man shows up with a deed,
Indians got to move. The treaty said so.”
"No chief of any
importance signed that treaty. And it’s still being fought in Washington City.”
He slammed a
hand on the mantel. "Dammit, this isn’t Washington City! It’s over, you hear?
There’s nothing you or I can do to change it.”
The blood
stopped in Katherine’s veins. She and Gallatin shared a long, intense gaze, and
regret slowly softened his features. "I’m sorry,” he said wearily.
Her hands felt
icy. She curved them around the teacup for warmth. Gazing down into the amber
liquid, she tried to think. She was not ordinarily given to nervous moods, but
right now a bleak sense of doom was crawling through her stomach. "I want to go
home,” she said firmly. "Right now. I have missed my family for six years.”
Rebecca made a
strange noise. Katherine looked at her quickly, searching for answers. Delicate
footsteps tapped on the porch, and Rebecca left the room hurriedly when someone
knocked at the door.
Katherine stood
and faced Justis. "Take me home.”
He struggled for
a second, then shook his head. "I can’t.”
"Surely you
understand my impatience to see my loved ones.”
"Nope. I’ve got
no loved ones. Never have had any.”
"Oh, you’re
being deliberately argumentative! Why not simply—”
"Justis, my
dear, you’ve finally found her. I’m so glad.”
Katherine
pivoted to find a petite young woman breezing into the parlor, voluminous pink
skirts flouncing around her, her cheeks flushed just as pink, her eyes as hard
as blue sapphires. A pile of beautiful red-gold hair was arranged in ringlets
around her head, and her features were striking despite the thick pattern of
freckles that covered most of her face.
She went to
Justis, took his hands, and looked up at him sweetly. "You were terribly kind
to do it.”
"Amarintha,
wait,” Rebecca called frantically, following her.
"This is the
poor thing,” Amarintha cooed, turning to Katherine. "You brave dear.”
Katherine’s
mouth dropped open as the visitor threw both arms around her and hugged
delicately, brushing a cool cheek against hers. When the woman stepped back her
gaze swept over Katherine with intense appraisal.
The pink mouth
tightened. "And such a fine example of what civilization can do. It’s so very
tragic.”
Suddenly Justis
inserted an arm between them. "Amarintha, let’s you and me step outside for a
minute.”
Katherine had
had enough. "Stop it.” Her fists clenched, she backed away from the group, away
from Rebecca’s strained expression, the newcomer’s rather melodramatic one, and
the fierceness in Justis Gallatin’s eyes as he started toward her.
"Someone tell me
the truth,” she ordered.
"You mean she
doesn’t know?” Amarintha asked. "No one’s told her that her whole
family’s dead?”
Justis swung
about and glared. "Dammit, you did that to be spiteful!”
Katherine sagged
against a chair, grasping its back. In a second Justis reached her. He latched
on to her arms and held tightly, looking down at her in anguish.
"This isn’t how
I wanted to break it,” he said hoarsely. "But I reckon it’s as good a way as
any.”
She stared up at
him and frowned in concentration. Whole family dead. No, of course not. "Where
are they, really?”
His fingers dug
into her arms. "They were killed four days ago. All of ’em. We don’t know who
did it. The farm was robbed and most everything was burned.”
She stiffened.
"That’s not possible. Papa enlisted when Andrew Jackson asked Cherokees to help
him fight the Creek Indians. He’s a veteran. My mother’s mother was a medicine
woman and my mother was a Beloved Woman in the Blue clan. When the first
missionaries came here, she convinced the people at the Talachee settlement to
trust them. No one would dare harm my family.”
"Katie gal,” he
whispered, shaking her a little. "They’re dead. Believe me.”
She pulled away
from him and walked out of the parlor, out of the hotel, and across the side
yard, where she stopped by the beech tree and wondered how she’d gotten there.
Coming up the dusty trail past the hotel was a team of oxen pulling a large
wagon filled with barrels. The two teamsters on the wagon seat gaped at her and
pointed, then yelled something, she didn’t care what. She turned and stumbled
blindly.
"Easy, gal,
easy,” Justis’s drawling voice said close to her ear, and his thickly muscled
arm latched around her waist. She wasn’t certain whether she was walking or
being carried, but she ended up behind the hotel in the midst of a flower
garden.
Her knees
buckled but she didn’t fall. Instead, she was lowered to a sitting position
among the flowers, and Justis sat beside her, holding her to his chest and
stroking her shoulder.
"There was no
shaman to speak formulas over the bodies,” she said in a hollow voice. "And no
preacher to pray for them.”
"Sam said the
right things,” he assured her. "And we buried ’em proper.” His arms tightened
around her. "Go ahead and cry. I’m so sorry, Katie.”
After a minute
passed and she only sat silent and stiff in his embrace, he drew back to look
at her. Katherine gazed past him to the sunlight streaming into the hearts of
the flowers, carrying power to them, to the earth, to everything that was strong
and eternal.
"They’re buried
on the land?” she asked.
"On the ridge
beyond the house.”
"I’ll go there.
As soon as I speak to the authorities about finding the murderers. I will find
the murderers.”
He didn’t say
anything for a moment. Then, "You’ll never want for anything, Katie. Before I
buried your pa, I promised him that I’d look after you. And I want to—it’s not
just a duty.”
What was he
saying? Look after her? Why was it his concern? She was no child, and she
didn’t need any help from a white man.
She stared at
him dry-eyed. She stood. "Good day. I’m leaving, now.”
JUSTIS KNEW SHE wasn’t
heartless, and he was relatively certain that she had a sound mind, but her
reaction to her family’s death was the most puzzling thing he’d ever seen. She
acted no more hysterical now than she had two hours before, in the garden.
She sat on the
wagon seat beside him, her bonnet in her lap, her expression blank. He knew
Indians could be stone-faced when they wanted, but this was different. He
honestly believed she’d have walked the whole way back to the Blue Song farm if
he hadn’t picked her up and set her in the wagon. Not a word before or since.
Still as a statue the whole way.
They turned onto
the trail to the farm, but even that seemed to have no effect on her. The trail
wound between steep hills covered in hardwood trees. As it neared the farm,
clumps of purple irises and yellow jonquils dotted every sunny spot along the
sides.
Suddenly she
laid a hand on his arm. "Stop, I want some flowers,” she said in a low, calm
voice, and he felt as though a wood thrush had just murmured in his ear. "My
mother planted these when I was little. Spring must have come late this year.
I’m surprised that they’re still in bloom.”
She climbed down
before he could help her and spent the next ten minutes filling her arms with
yellow and purple blossoms. Justis watched her in silent worry.
Back in the
wagon again, she nuzzled her face against the flowers.
"You’re gonna be
all right,” he said gently. "You’re just a little confused in the head right
now.”
"No.” She gazed
up the trail. It disappeared over a rise, and beyond were the first fields.
"It’s all burned and broken, I know. The springhouse is the only thing that
still stands.”
"How do you know
that?”
"I see things in
my mind sometimes, and they’re usually true.”
He inhaled
sharply. "You see anything else about the place, or what happened?”
"No.”
"Good.” This was
not a line of conversation he wanted to pursue. When she offered no more words,
he was relieved. The mules crested the hill and he pulled them to a stop.
This part of the
land was too hilly for farming. Jesse and his field hands had cleared it for
grazing, so it dipped and rose under a green carpet of grass, dotted by an
occasional cluster of shade trees in the valleys.
Dread grew
inside Justis as the fields passed behind them and the forest closed in again.
After a short distance it opened on the main clearing. A row of burned cabins
bordered the road.
"Papa freed his
farmhands when he joined the church,” Katherine said casually, as if the cabins
weren’t heaps of charred pine logs. "The families stayed on and worked for
shares, though.”
Justis noticed
that her hands were digging into the flowers as she talked, crushing them. He
patted her knee. "Your pa sent the hands away last year. North. He couldn’t
protect ’em from kidnappers.”
She wasn’t
listening. Leaning forward, her body rigid, she gazed at the rubble of the main
house and outbuildings. Her feet hit the ground before he stopped the wagon.
Cursing under his breath, Justis followed her as she walked through the
grounds, the flowers falling from her arms unheeded, scattering in a breeze
that suddenly whipped over the ridge.
He trailed her
silently, waiting for her to do something, say something, to fall on the
ground and sob like he expected a woman to do. She held her handsome gray skirt
up and walked through the debris the raiders had spread in their hurry to find
everything of value.
Justis winced as
she stopped here and there to pick up small items—a button, a broken ivory
comb, the stem from a pipe—all of which she tucked into her purse. She halted
under the oaks in the front yard, and he prayed that she wouldn’t notice the
bloodstains beneath her feet.
She didn’t seem
to see anything around her, though. Her head was up, her eyes alert as if she
were listening to voices he couldn’t hear, or talking silently to one of the
Cherokee spirits. "Where are they buried?” she asked.
"Over yonder,
overlookin’ the valley.”
The Blue Song
land was beautiful, but the valley made it magnificent. Jesse had grown corn
taller than a man’s head in those rich bottomlands. A meandering stream
crossed the valley’s farthest edge, and hazy blue mountains rimmed the distant
horizon.
Justis had made
certain that all five graves faced that heavenly view.
He stood back
and watched Katherine walk from one mound of red dirt to the next, her hands
hanging motionless by her sides. What kind of grieving thoughts churned behind
her mysterious eyes, he wondered. She took a bit of dirt from each grave and
dropped it in a small purse attached to the waist of her dress.
"It’d do you
good to cry,” he hinted.
She stared
blankly at the graves. "I have work to do.”
She walked
toward the yard again, moving with short, unsteady steps. He sighed with
relief. She was in shock, that was all. He’d never seen such a bad case of it
before, but he knew it would pass eventually.
She veered
toward the small log structure a little way from the house. "I shall live here
until the house is rebuilt,” she announced. After stumbling, she regained her
composure and opened the door. Justis went over and stopped behind her, his
mouth open in dismay. She was worse off than he’d figured.
She stood in the
doorway and surveyed the dark, cool interior, where the farm’s butter and eggs
had been stored. A stone well stood at the center, unharmed.
"I’ll sleep in
the springhouse on a cot,” she said.
Sorrow and
determination boiled up inside Justis. He took her by the arm, slammed the
door, and swung her to face him. Be merciful, he told himself. Make the cut
clean and quick.
"You’re not
gonna live here, Katie. It’s not your home anymore.”
"I was born
here,” she explained patiently. "My mother was born here. Her father was a
half-breed fur trapper. He settled on this land in 1797. The date’s carved on
an old walnut tree over there.” She pointed. "See? The tree with the bench
under it...”
"The land’s been
given away!” Justis yelled. He shook her hard, trying to break through her
heart-wrenching blindness.
Finally agony
and panic showed in her eyes. Her voice rose. "I can buy it back!”
"No, you don’t
even have the right to do that! If you had all the money in the world you
couldn’t buy it, or even lease it. The law says so!”
"It’s mine. My
family’s here.” She shook her head as she talked, breathing heavily, her hands
clenched. "Who stole it and killed them?”
"Nobody stoleit,” he said between gritted teeth. "I don’t have an answer about the other.
Gangs roam all over these hills, doing whatever they want to the Cherokees, and
the state lets ’em. Come on, let’s get out of here. I’m not armed well enough
to protect you if a gang was to wander up.”
She looked as if
she might bolt into the woods, and Justis suddenly wondered how he would ever
get her back to town. He pulled her to him gently and wrapped his arms around
her. She struggled. He held her tighter.
"It’s because of
this,” she said in fierce anguish, raising the gold nugget that hung there.
"This poison is responsible for bringing every worthless white soul in the
country here to murder innocent people.” She slung the nugget aside and dug her
hands into his shirt. "Who stole this land?”
"Let’s go back
to town,” he said. He’d have to take her back by force if she didn’t cooperate.
"I’ll tell you once we get there. Only when we get there. If you want to know
who owns the land, you have to come with me.”
"Release me. I
swear I’ll kill you, if you don’t.”
She writhed
inside his arms. Nothing he said or did could calm her. Desperate, he pushed
her to the ground, held her as she shrieked with fury, and pulled a small brown
bottle from his pocket. Jerking the cork free with his teeth, he sat on her as
gently as he could while holding her jaw with one hand and forcing the vial
between her lips.
Laudanum spilled
across her face. She uttered a growl he’d never forget, trying to spit, but
absorbing enough of the drug to do the job. Gradually, against her will, her
muscles loosened and her head relaxed against his arm. He turned her over and
held her, rocking her a little, cleaning her face with his big, callused
fingers. Her black hair, its braids tangled and unfettered, spread over the
churned ground.
She looked up at him with glassy anger. And finally,
as her eyes shut, with tears.