The
Stone Flower Garden
Deborah Smith
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ISBN:
978-0-9802453-7-0
"On a dark spring night twenty-five years after I helped bury my
Great Aunt Clara Hardigree, I found myself digging her up. I
felt as if I was playing the lead in a scene from some grotesque
southern soap opera. Scarlett O'Hara does the graveside scene
in Hamlet. Alas, poor Clara, I knew her well."
For Darl Union, life in Burnt Stand, North Carolina, has always been
a mixture of wealth, privilege, loneliness and sinister family
secrets. Even her childhood love for Eli Wade, the son of a
stone cutter, was tangled in a web of deceit and murder. His
father, an innocent man, died for killing her great aunt.
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On a dark spring night
twenty-five years after I helped bury my Great Aunt Clara Hardigree, I found myself digging her up. I felt as if I was
playing the lead in a scene from some grotesque southern soap
opera. Scarlett O'Hara
does the gravesite scene in Hamlet.
"Alas, poor Clara, I knew her
well".
A propane camp lantern hissed
and flickered among the ferns by my feet. I dug for my great aunt's
bones as quickly as I could in the moonlit woods. A huge marble
urn loomed over me, its cascading marble flowers and marble
vines poking my shoulders and head like hard fingers. The Stone
Flower Garden was as much a part of the forest, as much a
Hardigree symbol, as Clara's
hidden grave. I shivered. Appalachian mountains as old as the
earth looked down on my shame, and beyond the deep glen with the
bones and the marble urn, the lights of Burnt Stand, North
Carolina, my sleeping hometown, winked knowingly at me.
"We always suspected you weren't cut from the strongest Hardigree stone." The Hardigree name stood for
unbreakable women and unbreakable marble. But I, Darl Union,
granddaughter of Swan Hardigree Samples, great-granddaughter of
Esta Hardigree, had cracked.
And it was all because of a
man. I looked up at Eli Wade, the man whose trust I'd
betrayed, just as my silence had betrayed his wrongfully accused
father, twenty-five years earlier. Eli watched me with no
understanding of what I was about to show him.
I finally found Clara's
skeleton no more than an arm's
length down in the loamy forest sod. When I was a child,
watching my Grandmother Swan dig the grave, it had seemed like a
mile. Now Clara was just dirty bones waiting to be pulled up one
at a time. Perhaps I should have brought one of Swan's
finest linen tablecloths to wrap her in. A monogrammed one. We Hardigrees set a nice table.
The only thing that startled me
was a necklace I plucked from the grave soil. When I wiped its
small pendant and held it to the lantern light, I saw the
twinkle of a diamond set in a tiny, polished chip of milk-white Hardigree marble. Grandmother had one just like it. So did it.
It was a tradition in our family. Not a family crest, but the
next best thing: Hard stone on hard stone, tinged with the soil
of our ambitions.
I shivered again. Done, then.
Every piece of infamous misery lay exposed. Nausea rose in my
throat and I sat back on my heels with Clara's
pendant clasped in my fist, my head bowed, my eyes shut. As a
child I never meant to help Grandmother murder her and blame it
on someone else. Like all the unforeseen fates
"hate and true love and success and failure"
it just happened.
"Your
father didn't
kill Clara,"
I told Eli.
"Swan
and I did."
Eli looked at the grave in
shock, and then, slowly, back at me. Ineffable sadness and anger
began to crowd the night air between us. I believed at that
moment that he could never forgive me, and I could never forgive
myself. "How could you do this
to me?"
he asked.
"Family,"
I whispered.
Children lose their innocence
piece by piece. The layers are carved away until our hearts have
been exposed and polished into an unnatural gloss. We spend the
rest of our lives trying to remember why we ever loved so
passionately and how we dreamed so simply, before life chiseled
us down to the core.
#
"When I grow up, I'll
live somewhere as flat as spit on a marble table,"
Eli vowed. He was ten years old, homely, dirt-poor, smart,
determined, and on an uphill course in his young life. Eli
sweated and heaved as he helped his father, Jasper, push their
overloaded pick-up truck up the frying-hot pavement of an
unusually well-kept mountain road. The Wades had been moving
uphill for two weeks, rising from their familiar Tennessee hill
country into the Smoky Mountains, crossing the state line into
western North Carolina then straight up the backbone of the
tallest southern highlands. The damned old red-rusted truck had
fainted on every steep grade.
Cooking pots, kerosene
lanterns, and a rusty charcoal grill clanked on the sides of the
truck's
camper back like metal fish struggling on stringer lines. Low
tree limbs tried to snag the dingy mattresses and lawn chairs
bound atop. A dish cloth flapped from one of the camper's
cranked-open side windows, as if waving at plain Annie Gwen
Wade, Eli's
mother, who plodded stoically along the mown roadside with sweat
streaking her face and Eli's
four-year-old sister, Bell, clinging to her neck.
Eli squinted ahead, watching
sweat drip from Pa's
grim face and thick arms. Pa maneuvered the steering wheel with
one hand and threw his weight into the truck's
open door frame. Eli winced. Sweat, poverty and pride clung to
the Wade family like dust from Pa's
quarry jobs. He was both ashamed of his father and fervently
devoted to him. Suddenly Eli noticed a thin pine tree along the
roadside. Five small handpainted signs were tacked in a row down
its trunk.
God Bless President Nixon.
Jesus Won't
Save Hippies.
Stop the war.
The first three were ordinary
enough. He'd
seen their kind all along the backroads. But the bottom two
signs popped out at Eli like neon.
BURNT STAND, N.C. IS BUILT ON
BLOOD, FIRE AND WHORES.
JEZEBEL'S
DAUGHTER RULES HERE.
Good godawmighty.
"Hey,
look, Mama,"
Eli said loudly, directing attention to the signs with a jab of
his hand.
Mama gasped.
"You
turn your eyes away."
"What
do they mean?"
"I'm
not sure how to tell you, so you don't
look."
He bent his head and kept
pushing. What kind of place were they headed to? When they
rounded a curve Eli glanced up through wet, dark hair, scrubbed
a dirty forefinger across the lenses of his cheap glasses, and
saw the most amazing thing. There, white against the deep
evergreen forest, stood two towering pillars of pinkish-white
marble, one on each side of the road. Both sported handsome
marble plaques filled with finely carved words. Eli gaped. More
signs. Did Jezebel rule at the Pearly Gates?
"Now
these here words are worth lookin'
at,"
Mama said in soft awe. Eli read the plaques out loud, for Pa's
sake. Pa, bare-eyed, could pick out the finest crack in a slab
of marble, or find a shooting star across the Milky Way. He just
couldn't
read.
"Welcome
to Burnt Stand, North Carolina,"
Eli read in a heavy drawl.
"Marble
Crown Of The Mountains.'
And the other sign says,
"Home
of the Hardigree Marble Company. Established with pride in 1925
by Esta Hardigree, who lit the fire of progress and never let a
stone go unturned for commerce."
Beyond the strange marble
monuments were huge fir trees and blue-green mountains. The
rhododendron-hemmed two-lane led up an escalating hill between
high mountain forest so deep it cast cool, blue-black shadows in
the broiling August sun. Eli and Pa pushed the truck a few more
yards, finally cresting that last, torturous hill.
"My
god,"
Pa said suddenly. Eli, Mama, and Bell gathered next to him in
the middle of the road, gazing in stunned silence at a pristine
valley and a kind of a town they'd
never imagined.
"It's
pink,"
Eli said.
Burnt Stand blushed,
deceptively innocent under the sun.
#
Pink. My
whole life was pink. Pink town, pink marble fortune, pink marble
mansion, pink frothy clothes, pink skin. My name was Darleen Swannoa Union, but it might as well have been Pinky. Swan
Hardigree Samples, my grandmother and namesake, kept me scrubbed
and shaded so much I was probably the only white seven-year-old
girl in Hardigree County, North Carolina, who had no freckles. I
was the heir to the Hardigree Marble Company, a princess of
southern mountain marble. I was pink and miserable.
We were in the dog days of
summer. The air felt like a warm wash cloth over my nose. At
night the frogs and crickets and whippoorwills outside my ornate
bedroom windows at Marble Hall sang sadly, as if waning summer
moons were a call to mourn. Not many weeks earlier, terrorists
had killed nearly a dozen Israeli athletes during the Munich
Olympics. Our local Baptist minister said that proved the end of
the world was near, which made sense to me, since Jerusalem was
in Israel.
The ground seemed to bake on a
stone griddle. Burnt Stand hunkered over the state's
only major marble vein. Polished pink stone gave the courthouse,
the city offices, the library, and other downtown buildings a
sheen of old-world elegance, an almost Mediterranean lightness
among the green mountain forest. Barnyard fences glistened with
it. Cast-off chunks lined our flower gardens. Back-yard tomatoes
draped themselves on rough marble walls. The chamber brochure
claimed every house and public edifice contained at least a
foundation or trim of our precious bedrock. For decades tourists
had come just to view our fabulous town square and stroll our
marble sidewalks.
I hated those sidewalks. On
that miserable summer day in 1972 they burned my pink-toe-nailed
feet even through my pink sandals. Yet I stood under the awning
in front of the Hardigree Marble Showroom as Grandmother
commanded that I do whenever I waited in public: Shoulders
squared, head up, hands clasped around my pink straw purse in
front of my spotless pink jumper with the embroidered pink rose
on the front. Itchy sweat flattened the pink ribbons that
streamed from my long French braid. I was a sturdy brunette
child with dark blue eyes interested in seeing the world without
a pink veneer.
Standing next to me, nearly
identical in her own pink jumper and ribboned braids, was my
best friend and only playmate, Karen Noland. Karen and I shared
a tutor at Marble Hall, my grandmother's
estate, and didn't
attend public school. We were never allowed to play with other
children in town, and could only run free in the woods behind
the hall. We were lonely but adored each other. We were both
orphans being raised by our grandmothers. Swan Hardigree Samples
and Matilda Dove, my grandmother's
assistant, had known each other all their lives, and so had
their dead daughters--our
mothers--and
so had we. There was only one major difference between my family
and Karen's.
We were white, and they weren't.
Even in our cloistered town, defined and ruled by my
grandmother, that made all the difference.
I couldn't
say Karen and her grandmother, Matilda, were black, because they
were more of a honey color, with pale hazel eyes and long coarse
hair the color of chocolate ice cream. Neither Karen nor I had
ever seen a picture of Karen's
dead mother, Katherine, so we had no idea what color she had
been. Karen kept a picture of her father on her nightstand, and
he was a nice looking black man in a Marine uniform. I knew only
that Karen and Matilda were not the same as us, but not the same
as the black people on farms around town, not black as the
ace of spades, as people said. And I knew only that I loved
them dearly.
"Wish
we could walk down the street to the Hall,"
Karen whispered from the side of her mouth, as we stood at
attention, sweltering.
"We
look like fools.".
"Only
white trash and nobodies tread the side of the road like a
gypsy,"
I intoned. It was a favorite saying of our grandmothers.
"Hot
pink fools,"
Karen insisted.
I sighed. It was true. We stood
like silly marble statues in front of the Hardigree Marble
Showroom, where the south's
well-to-do could order anything from a ton of marble flooring to
a hand-carved cherub. Across from us, on the shady town park at
the center of the square, an immodest replica of the Parthenon
served as our park gazebo. Given to a grateful citizenry by
Esta Hardigree, 1931, a plaque on the Parthenon confirmed. A
group of ordinary children chased each other wildly across the
park lawn. My heart ached with enforced dignity. Karen made a
mewling sound. We could not violate our grandmothers'
edicts.
As we stood there sweltering
under our peculiar status--one
little pink white girl and one little pink honey girl--an
odd site appeared beyond the dip in West Main. An old pickup
truck entered the square between giant magnolias along the
marble sidewalk, creeping along without any apparent human
guidance. Pots and pans swung from ropes on the camper back. The
truck rattled like a cow bell. Mounds of boxes and burlap bags
were strapped to the top with ropes, and a rusty pink tricycle
had been chained to the truck's
front bumper.
From our sidewalks, our park,
and our shop fronts, people stared. I craned my head and finally
made out a tall, handsome but rough-looking man pushing the
truck from the driver's
side. A thin, brown-haired woman walked behind, the skirt of her
limp polyester dress swaying above her thin tennis shoes. She
carried a little girl who burrowed her head into her mother's
neck.
And then, I saw the boy.
He was tough looking, with
skinned black-brown hair except for a shaggy lock that fell
across his high forehead and his thick, black-rimmed glasses,
the kind old men wore. His body looked long and thin inside
faded jeans and a t-shirt. He bent his slender shoulders to the
truck's
back corner like an ant pushing a boulder. Lean muscles strained
in his arms. He looked like a boy Jesus, pushing a pick-up truck
instead of pulling a cross.
"No, a Gypsy boy",
I thought for redemption's
sake, though there'd
never been evidence of Gypsies traveling through Burnt Stand,
before. At least the boy was in charge of his world, moving it.
My world was as rooted as the marble cherubs in the Hardigree
showroom window, and I had no control over any of it. I watched
with fascination as the rattling truck inched around the oval
circuit of the town square, then headed toward me. Slowly, the
boy and his world eased into a small, empty parking space
directly in front of the Hardigree Marble Showroom's
elaborate white doors and soaring arched windows. Twenty feet
from Karen and me. We had a front row seat.
"Strangers
and white trash,"
Karen whispered fearfully, and backed up until she was pressed
against the marble façade of the showroom offices. She gave me a
comical Lucille Ball look of horror.
"You
better come over here with me!"
I shook my head. The exciting,
frightening outside world had suddenly parked right before me.
The boy's
chest heaved. He dragged a hand over his glasses, smearing dirt
and moisture on them as he raised his head. When he spotted me,
he did a double take. I knew I looked like a big, pink-dyed
Easter chick, and my face burned with humiliation. As if he
couldn't
be certain I was real, he pulled his glasses off and cleaned
them on the tail of his white t-shirt. I stared at him openly,
and he stared back. His eyes were large, brown, and soulful,
with long lashes. The most beautiful eyes I'd
ever seen. He tilted his head as he tried to see me without aid.
"Yep,"
he said.
"You're
still pink."
"Eli,
you wait right here with Bell,"
the woman said, setting the little girl down next to him.
"Your
pa and me'll
be right out, you hear?"
"Yes,
ma'am."
He took his baby sister's
hand. She slammed herself against him and hid her face in his
stomach. His mouth flattened in resignation, but he patted her
on the head. His mother looked my way and smiled shyly.
"Hello,"
she said.
"You're
the prettiest sight."
"Hello,
ma'am,"
I replied primly.
"And
thank you."
Grandmother had trained me in graciousness via innumerable teas,
dinners, and picnics. I had been presented to the governor, the
vice president, and more than a few marble barons, including an
Italian man friend of hers who barely noticed me except to call
me il mio piccolo e aumentato. My little rose. Italian
for pink.
"How
do you do, ma'am?"
"Why,
pretty good, thanks."
"Annie,
let's
go."
The hard-looking man scraped a comb through his dark hair and
rubbed his face with a towel he pulled from the truck's
cracked vinyl dash. He ignored me and went instead to Carl
McCarl, my grandmother's
handyman. Carl McCarl shuffled like an old, bald bear as he
mopped marble sidewalks and washed down buildings. He was in a
bad mood. Grandmother had ordered him to go up on the main road
when he finished there, and tear Preacher Al's
signs down off the pine tree again.
Preacher Al had been a
stonecutter in the old days, but he went crazy at some point,
forcing Great-Grandmother Esta to throw him out of town. He only
preached through his pine tree pulpit, and everybody ignored
him. Swan said he was a sad old man, and her mercy toward him
always amazed me. Carl McCarl went up on the road regularly and
took down his lurid signs. Swan would never explain their
meaning to me.
"Excuse
me,"
the boy's
father said to Carl McCarl in a deep, working-man's
drawl, the voice of cornfields and textile mills, long-haul
truck routes and late-night roadhouses.
"My
name's
Jasper Wade. I'm
here to see Tom Alberts. Said to look for him at the Hardigree
showroom here in town. Is this it?"
My ears pricked up. Tom Alberts
was my grandmother's
business manager, handling the grubby details of firing and
hiring workers at the quarry and the showroom. Hardigree Marble
employed over 300 people. A good third of Burnt Stand's
workforce.
Carl McCarl turned slowly and
stared at Jasper Wade for a long time. Jasper Wade scowled and
flexed his massive forearms.
"You
got a problem with me, Mister?"
"Go
round back. Around that corner, yonder. Down the alley. Ring the
doorbell at the office sign. And don't
worry about that there truck. I'll
get you a mechanic to look at it."
Jasper Wade's
face loosened with surprise. His expression said his whole life
had been hard work and back doors, and any kindness was
unexpected.
"Thank
you kindly."
He motioned for his wife to come along. I watched them walk down
the burning sidewalks and disappear down a marble alley at the
end of the block. Carl McCarl watched him until he disappeared.
I had never seen the old man so interested in just another
stonecutter, or in anyone, for that matter. He wiped his
forehead with a hand that trembled, then shuffled inside the
showroom.
I shrugged off his strange
behavior as I returned my attention to the boy, pondering how to
test him. Greetings, I said to people, instead of
Hello. I had read the salutation in a Victorian book of
manners, and it clung to me like the scent of a comforting
nosegay, a test to find the other lonely souls in the world.
This happened because Swan kept me so isolated and spoke to me
as if I were a small, pink adult. And so I had become a
caricature, like a bad reproduction of a classic marble vase. A
faux child. No one ever responded in like to my salutations. My
whimsies were far too ponderous. My heart pounded.
"Greetings,"
I said loudly. I waited for him to say something stupid.
After a moment spent chewing a
thought, the boy nodded.
"Greetings,"
he answered seriously, the first boy who ever had.
I smiled in disbelief.
"My
name's Darl Union. What's
yours?"
"Eli
Wade."
"Is
that your sister?"
"Yeah."
His little sister burrowed deeper into his stomach, clutching
his t-shirt in her small fists and hiding her face.
I looked closer at her.
"Can
she breathe like that?"
He shrugged.
"Aw,
she's
a trout. She's
grown herself some gills."
This was the funniest thing I'd
ever heard, and now I fully admired Eli Wade's
way with words. I opened my mouth to say so, but from the corner
of my eye I saw trouble coming. The children in the park
included several older boys, all white except for Leon Forrest,
the son of a tobacco farmer. Leon lounged nearby, skinny and
dark as night, scowling and grimy in old jeans and a t-shirt. He
was waiting for his daddy to come out of the feed and seed
store. He sneaked peeks at Karen every time he saw her in
public. He had a crush on her. She ignored him..
My stomach clenched as a gang
of boys left the park and bounded our way.
"Darl,
Darl, you come over here with me!"
Karen hissed. I didn't
budge. Eli's
shoulders tightened and his head came up. He pressed his glasses
high against the bridge of his nose and scoured the other boys
with a look. In return, they offered some creative spitting and
sneering. Stonecutters'
sons. Tough as rock.
"What
the heck kind of truck is this?"
one said. The others joined in.
"I
ain't
never seen nothing so sorry."
"You
all live in that thing?"
Eli said nothing. As if
expecting the worst, he pried his little sister from his shirt
front, picked her up, then opened the truck's
passenger door and set her on the faded vinyl seat. She
whimpered, gave the scene outside one quick, terrified look,
then scooted down, out of sight. I heard her sobs. When Eli
faced the gang again they closed in a little. One of the more
swaggering types hooted and shot out a hand. He prodded Eli's
shoulder.
"Hey.
Hey. What's
wrong with that girl--is
she some kind of retard?"
Eli punched the boy as quickly
as a black snake snatching a mouse. The boy tumbled backwards
into the others. Suddenly everyone was yelling. Eli stood there
with his feet apart in dirty tennis shoes, his fists drawn up
like a boxer's,
his whole attitude quiet and deadly. Heat fogged his glasses.
""Get
him","
a boy yelled, and they all stepped forward. Fists began
swinging. One of them slammed Eli in the mouth, and he went
down. The others piled atop him.
My life as a statue was over.
I leapt in a pink heap atop the
downed boys, clawing and slapping as I pushed my way to Eli. I
heard Karen squealing and looked up just enough to catch her
bounding forward in my defense. One of the boys shoved her, but
suddenly Leon Forrest had that boy by the collar of his shirt,
shaking him. When the rest of the boys realized two girls and
tough, black Leon Forrest were in the fight--and
not just any two girls--they
backed off as if poisoned. Eli Wade got to his feet and wavered
in place, blood streaming down his chin. I was sprawled on the
pavement.
The whole gang stared at me,
the color draining from their faces. The pink rose appliqué had
been half-torn from my skirt, my pink hair ribbons were akimbo,
and I was in a furious pink froth, with my skirt halfway up my
waist, revealing pink panties. I glared from them to the row of
fingernail scrapes on my arm, oozing blood.
"S-s-sorry,"
one boy said.
"Aw,
shit,"
another intoned.
"He's
mine,"
I said. "You leave him alone or
I'll
tell my grandmother to fire your daddies from the quarry."
I was devoid of mercy or nobility in the heat of the moment. I
felt a hand under my armpit. Eli pulled me to my feet then
stepped in front of me gallantly while I jerked my skirt down.
He squinted behind his fogged glasses, but his fists were
steady. "Git, assholes,"
he said to the boys. They turned and ran.
My breath backed up into my
skull, and I felt dizzy. When my eyes cleared, Eli was looking
at me with a frown. I shook my head.
"Don't
be afraid. I didn't
mean it about their daddies. All the stonecutters belong to us Hardigrees. Now those boys know you're
one of them."
"Blood dripped from his nose,
and he wiped it furiously.
"I
don't
belong to nobody. Leave me be."
He climbed into the truck, hauled his wailing sister out, and
shut the door.
"Shussh,
Bell,"
he soothed, as he sat down on the running board with her in his
lap. "Nothing
ain't
hurt but our pride."
Karen snatched my arm and swung
me around.
"Look
at you! Oh, Darl! We're
going to be in trouble."
One of her braids was mangled. Crisp, wiry brown hair tufted
from the ruined plait like stuffing from a pillow.
"You
okay, Karen?"
Leon Forrest asked, as he hovered nearby.
"Your
do's
comin'
undone."
She whirled toward the tall
dark farm boy as if he intended to stain her much paler brown
skin. "You
go on. Shoo. Go away."
"As
long as you ain't
hurt."
"I'm
f-fine,"
she sputtered.
"Go
on, boy. Thank you. Bye."
He sighed as if he could live
on that small gratitude, then headed down the sidewalk, his
shoulders hunched. I gazed unhappily at Eli and his sister. She
burrowed her head in his stomach and sobbed. He sat there
stoically, ignoring me.
At that moment Karen's
grandmother, Matilda, drove up in her gold sedan and slid out of
the big car in a quiet whoosh of fine fabric. Matilda was an
imposing woman, tall, slender, and impeccably neat in a tailored
blue dress, her thick chocolate hair molded into a short,
fashionable hairdo, her skin light enough for freckles. Only
degrees of skin tone separated her from Swan, in terms of their
majestic effect on people.
"What
in the world?"
she asked, and her hazel eyes flashed angrily at Eli.
"Who
are you, young man?"
He stood, prying his little
sister away for a moment. He bobbed his head to her, a polite
gesture few white children made to colored women.
"Eli
Wade, ma'am."
She went very still, her hand
rising, slowly, to her throat.
"Wade,"
she said softly. Like Carl McCarl, she seemed stunned..
"He
didn't
do anything wrong,"
I said quickly.
"I'll
take the blame for him. He's
mine, Matilda. Please?"
I smoothed my hand across my arm, swiping blood from my scratch.
I had seen this in a movie. Blood rituals. Before Eli Wade could
pull away I drew my finger through the blood beneath his nose,
then dabbed it on my own cheek. Unaware of any other forces
swirling around us, I met the slow, amazed heat of Eli's
stare. "My
stonecutter."
I told him.
I had decided we were cut from
the same rock.
#
"The past is carved in stone. Never
leave the pieces for someone to find".
Swan Hardigree Samples had written that rule on a slip of paper when
she was a girl, and had never forgotten it. The warning ran through
her mind now as she held a yellowed photograph at her desk in the
dark luxury of her library at Marble Hall. Matilda pulled an
armchair beside Swan's
desk and they bent their beautiful heads together over the
photograph.
It had been taken on a rolling back
street in Burnt Stand on a spring day in the mid-1930's.
Swan's
aging mother, Esta, posed with jaunty elegance before the
scaffolding and the piled stone block of yet another fine marble
home she was building. Esta Houses, she called them. She was
building her own town, building her own version of the past, and
grinding the rest to dust. A tight bow of dark material banded her
ample hips in a long-waisted dress. Her bodice sagged a few inches
too low, revealing a crevice of fine bosom below a neck with skin
going as soft as pale crepe.
Around her, workmen posed
awkwardly, their hats in their hands, obedience in their eyes.
Behind her on a rough pedestal of tumbled stone, gazing out steadily
at the camera, Swan herself stood in the glory of a 19-year-old's
future, lovely and reserved in a long slender skirt and
high-buttoned white blouse, her eyes stern but still capable of
warmth and humor. Her younger sister Clara lay on her side atop a
low stone wall, dressed in schoolgirl cotton but lounging like a
southern Cleopatra, even to the sly expression on her face. Off to
one side, away from the whites, Matilda stood much as Swan did, with
steady decorum and quiet command, a heavy cameo closing her blouse
at the throat. Strangers assumed she was a live-in colored
companion, or a personal maid of some kind.
Behind and above them all, framed
by the unfinished marble walls of the house, a tall, dark-haired
white man stood with his long legs braced apart on scaffolding. He
was dressed in worker's
clothes and had the muscular build of a stonecutter, but there was
more pride than humility in his face. He'd
hooked his thumbs in loose pockets over long thighs. He seemed to be
standing easily atop the world. Their world.
His name had been Anthony Wade.
"What
a handsome sight Anthony made that day,"
Matilda said.
"We
could barely keep our eyes off him."
"But
he only had eyes for you."
Swan put the photograph back in a small marble-and-wood box with a
lock on the lid. She flicked the dial and handed the box to Matilda.
"I
wish you hadn't
kept that."
"It's
the only picture I have of him."
She paused, her throat working.
"Thank
you for helping me find his family."
They touched hands for a moment. Swan nodded to her, but grimly.
"This
family of Anthony's
came long after he left Burnt Stand,"
Swan reminded her.
"You
owe them nothing."
"I
owe Anthony,"
she said.
"If
Clara hears about us bringing them here, you know there'll
be trouble."
"She
won't
hear. No one remembers Anthony but us--and
old Carl. No one else will associate the Wade name with him."
She rose, and took the box.
"I
have to help Anthony's
son and his family, Swan. I have to try."
Swan nodded wearily. She indulged
Matilda, though she herself had long since given up on sentiment and
kindness of the overt variety. She and Matilda had survived hard
childhoods, small-minded dictates, men who came and went, and
daughters who never understood and died young. She feared that
bringing the Wades to Burnt Stand was a mistake she'd
regret for the rest of her life.
"Send
Darl in,"
she told Matilda.
Matilda frowned.
"She's
claimed Eli Wade as her personal project. She'll
defend him. I don't
know what to make of it. You should have seen them together. Like
two little warriors." An
amazing child, Swan thought.
She steepled her chin on one hand,
and shut her eyes. Darl was bright, smart, beautiful, loving. Her
future could be ruined so easily. Like fine hard stone, she had to
be chiseled just right. Swan would not make the same mistakes she'd
made with Julia, Darl's
mother.
"I'll
let her have the boy for now."
Swan opened her eyes and looked at Matilda.
"She'll
understand her place and his, soon enough."
"Don't
we all?"
Matilda said sadly, and left the room.
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